I am the image of the invisible

today! the day after the birthday; today…
lolz the birthday of fiqah qari not roselyn  melinda, mind you… well, fiqah’s allergy had worked up summore so the whole fiasco i so stressfully planned on sunday fell to pieces anyway.. the good news :
1. i was able to freely ask people to sign the card in public
2. we crashed her house
3. sam, ru jean and shi wei have a new prospective career

lolz, the crashing of house was a little sad if not comical… we went by LRT and sam, ru jean and shi wei were kinda new to the process (they got stuck at the machine wuahaha! but they got thru lar) but we sorted it out and they came out with a new job prospect, (sam, ru jean and shi wei can now train ppl to use the LRT as thay have received their certs from me)  lol! when we got there, we went to the kitchen to light the candles and it was "like a bonfire," in ru jean’s words and the wax was like tonle sap or sumthin! then we quietly went up the stairs to the 1st flr and when we got there, we yelled "happy birthday fiqah!!!" to which fiqah responded with a glazed look in our direction and with her voice absolutely quivering with ecitement, (not!) she said "huh?" omg! she didn’t hear us or sumthin so we were like happy birthday fiqah! and we asked her to blow out the candles and by then the meltingness of it all had caused the inscription of "Happy 16th Birthday FoO-QaH Maunier!" to melt into pudgy creaminess (uwaaaa!). lol, but all in all (despite the enthusiastic reception on fiqah’s part) we had lotsa fun and fiqah liked her prezzies (i think) and we had cheese that tasted like fried onions and mushrooms (they actually tasted like fried onions! for real!) and granola bars and cake and fried balls (made from meat of Gallus gallus) and mushroom soup and orange juice which shi wei thought was passion fruit for some reason and we watched bits of ouran, bits of cloud strife vs. sephiroth to the music of navras (on youtube) and i borrowed fiqah’s joke book which she never knew existed in her house (lol! byk sgt buku).. the cake was melted and a little too creamy but i guess it was ok…? sry lar.. je n’aves pas de argent (at least not beaucoup beaucoup d’argent) but i hope fiqah enjoyed it… despite the fact that she claims she can act as Quasimodo, she still looks as beautiful and as perempuan-melayu-sejati-terakhir-ish as ever and her eyes are still swimming pool sized (altho she doesn’t seem to agree.. but when does she agree to compliment directed at her? unless u call flailing of arms and a whack on the arm agreeing…)

Happy 16th Birthday Fiqah! J’aime tu comme tu êtes, même si tu êtes vieux!  Joyeux et heureux anniversaire!

Your another year older
And i’m looking back
To the better times we had
In which now we sometimes lack
But i don’t always say
What i feel deep down
And so i will now
Even though i’m not around
I’ll be here for you
As you are for me
And maybe one day
You will see
We love eachother now
As sisters we have become
And without you
Life would seem glum
Blood we may not be
But that doesn’t matter now
Things have gotten better
We all made it through some how
And you deserve the best
Your mind oh so clever
I hope you had
The best birthday ever

Today was rather corrosive for me… my head hurts, throbing, i’m disgruntled and i cant sleep.. yet…. urghh… let’s see, started off with me getting to school early for the first time in 2 months or so but i had forgotten my wallet and watch (*i think it’s not gonna be a good day today…*) then off to class where i was bored to tears, seriously, i was! (i was bored, thus i yawn and when  yawn i tear and so, i was bored to tears.. see, i wasn’t lying) then we had free period of EST, Ms. Nur didn’t come (MC) so i’m wondering what we’re supposed to do for the bloody poem (Poem Writing Competition; compulsory for all form 4’s; title:advantages and disadvantages of e-filing from a taxpayers viewpoint<not verbatim>..wtf?) and we sit down to diacuss this scourge-upon-the-fabric-of-my-wretched-life-of-a-poem cause apparently, if we don’t hand it in, there shall be UNNAMED CONSEQUENCES which is due to the fact that both Pn. Ainun and Pn. Jugdeep have knowledge of this competition.. we’re supposed to pass it up on Friday, whichis technically today and they told us about it on wed.. #%&@$%*&%$#^&@! well, we jus had an online session of vigorous typing about it and we’ve come up witht he suckiest limerick ever and we’re supposed to edit it 2mrw and re-type it in Pn.Marniza’s room and hand it to her straight from the printer…. tht is, if she doesn’t leave school first…. but nvm… on to the next thing that happened to day: moral.. i hate moral, not forceful enough… i absolutely DETEST moral and he only reason i brought it up i because it was a little funny today… went to see pn.lim during recess and got the screws, and door-lock-hinge-thing-y and was supposed to pasang it but the wood that made up the door frame was like rock and we were talking while jeff tried (unsuccessfully) to try and ake the screw move inwards (omg) and jeff asked me if i had a screwdriver at home and i wanted to tell him that my father posessed on of greater size but i couldn’t get my self to say it.. i mean it would’ve come out something like "yea, my dad has a bigger screwdriver at home, it’s realy big and stronger than this one.. can screw anyhting one.." cause we were talking abouth the size and strength of te screwdriver so all i did was start the sentence and trail off giggling but i did finish a whole sentence before i burst out laffing…. then other tha that, we had silat aftr skool today… i stretched like sicko today.. made fiqah push my back down for the butterfly thing and the touch ur toes thing.. wooh, my back still hurts from that…. then we had to do a combo atk thingy; pasang-tumbuk-tendang-layang-sapu, 10 times.. it’s all ok except the sapuan makes me damn takder tenaga! no stamina larh.. but luckily only 10 times….. well, at least i know how to do sapuan.. sigh.. sapuan! *dreamy eyes* hmm….. then we had that and the stretching summore and all da stuffs… we had tendang-tangkis and tendang-tangkap err… means like i tendang, my partner tangkis; i tendang, my partner catches my leg and jatuhkan me… then it’s performed vice-versa… THEN… we had to spar *scream* but cikgu nizam had brought these err gurd-y things, we wore em on each our forearms and legs (calfs) and then we wore this helmet-y thing.. it was made of hard sponge (i think) and covered in plastick-y colored leather-y like thingy. one red one blue.. then i watched fiqah spar and she managed to jatuhkan wani 3 times! but wani’s leg was kinda hurt so i guess those musta hurt…. then i had to spar nadiah! NADIAH! i’m bloody white belt and she’s green! GREEN! and she’s represented up to state i think *gahhh!*… i was so doomed.. but it went ok lar.. i didn’t get dijatuhkan.. the only time she sapu me, we weren’t locked in combat so i just like stared down at her on the ground, lol…. she won, obviously! then we had a couple more sparring matches, one where fiqah fought this reallllly tall dude from erm… SAB if i’m not mistaken…. and he has extremely long legs which makes it damn hard to reach him if he’s kickd u and u wanna kick back… and at the end of silat, all those who bought the uniforms with no sulaman badges (patches) got free MALAYSIA(with flag) and rakan muda patches….. i’m happy about the rakan muda one.. not bad lar but the malaysia one…….. i don’t feel like i shd wear it.. i mean it’s MALAYSIA. i’m so sucky.. buat memalukan nama negara not to mention bangsa and maybe even agama…but evryone else seemed happy and eager to get those… i cldn’t see the hype but they wanted it, they got it and it doesn’t realy matter… the biggest thing about today’s silat was….. i’m joining the pertandingan silat olahraga next month….. aaaaaahhhhh!!!!! how am i gonna perform lar? i can;t fight! i can’t even spar! silat olahraga! i’m sooo gonna suck! uwaaa!! malunyer nama sekolah! nvm.. i’ll try my best… maybe i won’t suck too bad… not! *sigh* well, i’m finally feeling sleepy now… gonna go sleep now… oh god, have to wake up to another day at school, another day of floating in and out of boredom and more exhaustion……. j’ai deteste ecole! qui a le droit pour nous torturer cette facon?

*ouran high school host club rox!!!!!! in case you dunno abt it, it’s a hilarious anime about this girl who gets a scholarship to Ouran High School where everyone is freaking rich (the place looks like a palace) and on her first day there, she breaks a vase worth 8 million yen and now, she has to work it off.. the thing is, from the monet she set foot in Ouran, evryone took her for a boy (they all thought she was a he) and she joined the club, became a natural, rookie host and all the characters i there are hilarious! i especially like Hikaru and Kaoru, wuahahaha! they rock! and tamaki, too! lol..

yep, that’s all…… g’night/morning!

oi! i’m back… my internet was down for sooooo long.. so much has happened……… let’s see
latihan pusat
Campaign for Rewards
da whole underarm thing (not mine)
article thing
Fiqah’s handphone (yep she’s got a handphone!)
Soley’s e-mail
Sports Day ‘06
yep, loadsa stuff happened but these are the highlights of the last few weeks. I’ll take the list from da bottom… Sports Day ‘06, wow, the 1st year i went to hari sukan in all of my 4 yrs at SBU, lol! had to go this year of course bcoz of the silat performance… yep, I was involved! i did tempur with qistina, heavily based on latihan pusat… i think i suckd! there were a few screw-ups in the performance : fiqah forgot to give the last arahan for our bunga sembah… all the putihs were so blurrr, the second jatuhan: the girl failed to secure the leg of the other girl and she had to kick again but it was ok the second time and then during my tempur i almost 4got to do the jumping-trampling move… feel so bloooody embarassed at my blur-ity-ness! Gaaaahh! but it wasn’t too obvious i think…. then when qistna was kicking me rite before the buah mati, the lecak-ness of the ground made her slip a little and that wasn’t too obvious, too but it was a slip-up all the same…. i had to control my brain during the buah mati… wakakakakaka! the whole crotch-kicking thing still cracks me up! lol! i’m like KoRn in the music video for Coming Undone, lol!

I finally got my internet bak 2day and i got an e-mail from Soley! woot woot! she replied the e-mail i sent her and she doing quite well! busy tho, dancce club, acting, visiting sis in sweden, learning chinese… wow, she makes me feel like a lazy, fat, couch potato, seriously! lol, she included a pic of herself, whooo! she be looking all sortsa attractive lolz! she shd join a beauty pageant, i can just imagine it now, Miss Iceland Universe 2007, Soley Omarsdottir! whooo! she’d be soo stunning!

*child-like chant* Fiqah’s got a handphone! Fiqah’s got a handphone!

after ALL the drama, i managed to send in my articles to chris (ed board superwoman!) but my personal article was crap.. i told her i’ll re-write it with proper research but she told me she’d prefer a funny story so now, i’m left a-pondering for a story.. that’s actually funny……

not gonna talk about the whole underarm thing but since i brought it up, it will suffice for you to know that it was a seriously emotional time for me…..  this prob+my silat prob=haywire emotions

Campaign for Rewards, the newest sensation to hit SMKSBU! We’re supposed t create a working paper/proposal for a campaign. The campaign shd benefit the school and the students and we have 10 themes to choose from etc etc…. brinstorming today was undescribably undescribable….

well, the coolest thing happened: cikgu nizam announced that he wants us to go for latihan pusat evry sunday. the latihan will train us for the ELITE team 2010 and has something to do with the Olympics etc. needless to say, i was excited to go (despite the fact that cows are more fit and flexible than i am) but as is compulsary and essential to my life, problems arose like a dark, silken temptress from the depths of a cavernous lake: alluring and threatening at the same time… it was such an attractive prospect, i would be able to get into shape and i would be able to see how bad i really was but of course it was on sundays! at 12.00 to 2.00 p.m! i have sunday skool on sundays! not like i’m learning anything which made it even more painful that i couldn’t go! but i was able to go for the last two sundays, the starting weeks… it was er something last, last sunday and Easter last sunday…. i SO wanna go! uwaaaaaa!!!! this sux!

all in all i’ve had an eventful last few weeks… i need to figure out some kind of solution for my problems soon or i’m really gonna regret this year….. what am i going to do now? we’ll see, we’ll see….